UnExpEctEd..

's expectation. ._.


gahh.
this morning did the same usual thing. ~.~
just three members going, o.o
lol. so earlier let them go lur.
improved lahhh. ._.


and i finally contacted bba's teacher. see, really need to do it straight away. zzz.
smsed.
i wanted to call, but thn seemed like she was busy so smsed instead. @.@
and okay the things i wan are at her, just havent set where and when to pass me, lol.
tomorrow ba. where's the call she said she'll give me? hourssss ler. ~o~
ah ah.
tomorroww! if she still din call me, i'll do it. o.o
lol.
tsk tsk, depend the skw? aiyar suan le lah, tor har tor har, lonno tor till when liaw. zz.


and some problems occur about the competition. worr ahh.
and seems like.... i dun hav to rush about it? o.O
lol. hmm. hmm.


oh yesh whole day until just now i was in a kinda positive thinking which makes me waoo oso. waoo~
until just now?
well suddenly feel lame. O.O dun ask me why, ;DDDDD
unless u continue to make me in a sooo much active condition when i was still in a high high condition, ;))
alalalala~
maybe i'll bcum not so lame again in next second minute. @-@ who knows. ~
waa waa waa.


oh yesh yesterday mum went to jusco and bought some thingggs.
including pillows for me and 58! ;D
used it yesterday night. worr nice, vry ermmm flexible? LOL. @-@
lack of adjective words, ;D
oh waa~
and oso two sets of cushions for pillows and bed. waaa, hard for me to choose, one is simple yet stylish, one is cute and still cute! >w<
aha. bet 58 will take the not cute one lola, wor worrr~


Talking out could make things seem and sound clearer yet easier.
Easier to solve, easier to communicate with each other, easier to let everyone feeling easier.
Not everybody can understand or even know what are you actually thinking of.
All depends on you yourself to decide on what you should decide.
People are just giving advices, and the final decision lies on you.
Yes or no.


Waa~
at some points i'll choose to confess. Maybe parts of the thing, maybe all of it.
Especially to mum, @-@ example like when it's about st john thingys. x)
just like this evening i told her about the compskuad thingy and about need to contact those ambulance cadets (boys). cuz u noe, the phone that i am going to use if i really need to contact them will be hers. aha. so better tell her the wholeee, erm, at least 3/4 of the story and tell her that i hav to use her phone, will be much easier to let her understand loll~
and of course same goes to other stuffs too.
and probably i'll tell different friends about different kinds of my feelings and life? x)
i did, well, each of them different part, aha.
one of geminis' ways of self protection? maybe, maybe not. ;))
wulala!
feels like wan to let ppl noe everything but just can't let every words to come out, even if sometimes did did some decision when decided to tell someone something, but mostly will just thinking about it and hold everything back into own's tummy. @-@
worrr waa~
waaa!! ;D


Positive or negative, day by days.


I forgot what else to blog. =3=3=3
ohhh drank green tea! long time no drink lerr waa~ #-#


and i will start to do what i have to do tomorrow. yes. i must! if not, wahh, when finish? yesh yeshh.
though doesn't need what loooooooong time to do lahhh~
neh the what what planning lurr, okay ba just copy frm the lejar book. type type! must find someone to help me print out. @-@


eikss, just got a news, no ambulance team waaa, @-@
lol not enuf, =o=
ah ah, whatever, o.o


~LAZY FREAK~

took last time! ;))

byeeeeeeeeeeeeee~;P