So I actually still care about it.
It's like being accused by something that I'm not, but at some point it's just that what people see ain't always what you actually think you feel.
So I won't just blame it on the others, even though I actually did, but sigh I'm gonna stop that right.
So girl, stop being stubborn and just accept it.
Well I guess it can't be that immediately, but I have to try to change, at some point, you know, as there's still things that we don't see eye to eye, and you didn't actually say the whole details, shouldn't I?
I guess I still do care about it, that if next time they still bother to say it together again, I'll just ask them to give me evidences that I'm going to list down.
So if there're really a lot, then I'll consider it full-heartedly.
If there's just few, then I'll say you're just making it as big that make me seems incapable in doing things.
Sweat.
So if there're a lot listed, I'll make myself more capable in those things, lol.
By now, of course what I could think of are just few things. Very few that okay, guess I have to brainstorm myself frequently to exercise my mind. (lol?)
Moral value of the day: Be open-minded. Orz.
Friday was mum's birthday~ :)
Happy happy birthdayy~ :D
*Blurred :P*
*Now you know why they said I look like my mum after I first had my haircut, -__-*
Now I'm being called DORA, oh well. =-=
*Earrings: first present from 58 to mum ^_^*
*Card by me of course hahaha, love origami made from nice letter paper teehee.*
*Tiramisu cake from secret recipe, :9*
Lotss of people and waited for an hour to be served. @@
Friday, when I was finishing mum's birthday card *oops hee* in my room, something that I didn't notice happened.
When I finally finished doing, then I looked up, found out there's a fly in my room!
Surprised me. Last time when there was a big fly in my room was at midnight, before I went to bed, which was annoying.
So do this time. I took a book to wave at it, and then more surprisingly, more to shocked, that I saw another fly sticking on the wall.
Then I stood up and turned while looked up, even more shockingly, found out that there were a few flies sticking at the ceiling, few flying!
YIIIIIEW.
Quickly I went downstairs and told dad and mum, and dad asked me whhyyyy I opened the window when there're so many flies at the back of the house MAHHHH aiyooooooo, with the why-u-still-wan-open face. LIKE I KNEW. Mum said that already said that there were a lot of flies outside the house!
WTH NO ONE ANYHOW TOLD ME LORH!
I was feeling very sickening with the presence of flies in my room, now I'm feeling very sickening and more to angry that why the hell no one told me and they should know that I actually open my window every time when I am in my room and that the flies were gathering just at the back of my room and didn't they even know that the flies might and would fly into just any entrance they could find especially my room with opened light?
How would they expect me to know when no one told me there're flies and that they were already there that morning, and I went tuition that evening, that I wouldn't go and check the back of the house just to see whether there're anything nasty out there, like flies, so that I would know to make sure my windows were shut?
sheeeeez.
What's more, they might be inside my room enjoying the warmth for an hour already!
How dirty!
MY ROOM!
PLACE WHERE I LIVE AND SLEEP AND DO STUFFS!
Totally unacceptable.
I hate pests. Who wouldn't?!
Just imagine what they bring along with them with that legs after whatever dirty places they touched before.
EWW. That's why once the cockroach in the kitchen at midnight annoyed me very much as well.
Dad killed the flies, I went to check, and successfully spotted some.
Finding out that there're still 2 or 3 flies in the room wrecked my nerve, DADDDY, and the "treatment".
Before sleep, 2 MORE! DADDDYYY! One dead, one dunno flew where. F***.
Frequently switch on and off and on the light to check the ceiling and wall, and sleep, after made sure the windows were shut tightly, with air-cond that night. =/
There were really A LOT.
All gathering and sticking on the whole few top rows of the fence, of the backyard of my neighbour at the back. Their backyard were so untidy and dirty, since the day they just moved there, that it already became a place where mice lived.
Why would they willing to leave their house like that?! :O
Searched about the flies on Google to find out the possible reason they're gathering, sticking at the fences all at once, such suddenly.
Blowflies. With metallic black or green colours. Attracted to carrions.
Dead animals.
But last time there was a dead mouse there, still not that muchh of flies, ah. -.- why?
And I couldn't see any around.
And why they're sticking on fence instead of the body? O.o
Yeww.
Same Saturday night.
Miraculously all the flies (just 1 or 2 left behind) were gone this morning.
o.O
-________-
Such sudden, came and went like tornado, without any sign.
But I'm still not going to take the risk to open my window. =3=
Haleluya, Amitabha, Olelula.
*Were you jumping lines?!! WERE YOU?! READ BACK PROPERLY, WORD BY WORD!*
Online shopping with friends.
Still considering what to buy.. budget budget..
Quite a lot same with Ely, lol. :o
The only thing, erm one of the many things, that distracted me from doing homework and study. -___-
Never-going-to-be-finished homeworks.. Because of the laziness instead of the amount, which is really few. -____-
Next Friday, Raya holiday start. After a week, SPM Trial exam start.
What the helllll am I still doing?
I won't say that I haven't start revising.. But the progression is like downloading a video with massive memory using a wifi with damn slow download and upload speed.
-____-
That kek har kek har. And seems never going to be downloaded successfully.
lulz.
Concentrate, girl.
Oh and, there'll be a patriotic song singing competition this Tuesday, which is tomorrow's tomorrow.
Participants were being picked randomly, and uh I am one of them. Geez.
And my group isn't that kind of motivated group, haa. :3
"Here In My Home", chosen song, picked by lilannoyingtoi.
Quite nice. :)
All the best lol. At least we have to lose with pride, haha.
Study study study~
I'm so lazy to do the BM essay given by teacher. -_- One more to go. D:
Google search haha. XD
Still, more homeworks to be finished.
And even more for revision. -_________- duh.
Wahhwahhwahhhahhhahhhhhhh.
Last day of Olympic 2012 today! :)
Malaysia successfully got 2 medals in the game, silver by Dato Lee Chong Wei in badminton and bronze by Pandelela Rinong in diving! :D
Happy happy~
Watched the match between Dato LCW and Lin Dan and felt sad for him, for again missing the chance to grab gold, but anyway it's already very good! :D His improvement and commitment were notable. :)
And our country's first medal in diving, woohoo~
I believe the other athletes' hard works are greatly appreciated too! Fighting~
Awkward...?
Iltizam still unfinised, duh, and the works still going on...
Especially the designs and templates and layouts, all that. -,-
Teacher asked us to finish the whole magazine before Trial, ha-ha. =-=
Were staying up late for the designs thingy, lol. Though I usually do stay up late, but much later that time.
So you know, my panda eyes, getting worse. 3.3
My neighbour who has a lot of cats finally got them a new cage, huiyo vry comfortable~
She has a dog too. *Two previously, one got lost long time ago*
Har why am I telling? For no reason, haha.
Nah..
~LAZY FREAK~
meow.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~;P
